I can't believe Christmas is just around the corner and, Christmas party and mini fair had ended days ago, and currently stuck in these four corners of my bedroom. I thought my Christmas vacation would be the same but last night, my EX-crush, "Ewan", PMed me. He said he forgot to give me his present to me last mini fair. I think my knees were trembling--although I'm sitting on my chair, when I read his message.
A little background: Well, our (Ewan and I) friend told me that he (Ewan) already knew that I have a crush on him and apparently, he told that secret to his so-called friends and is said that it has spread through the crowd, obviously making me worried-sick and mad at Ewan because he didn't choose the friends he would like to entrust this freakin' secret to. So, I started not to notice him. This attitude made him worried and started to ask my best friend what is happening, every time they have a chance to see each other. Since I've had enough of this drama and several friends told me to well, talk to him and tell him the truth. So yeah, I told him the truth--that I had a crush on him and was pissed on what he had done. I also apologize on what I have acted on him for the past few months. Of course he forgave me since we're friends. I am still embarrassed with what I've said to him, though, you know, the whole confession thing. But it's the only thing I could do to save our friendship (naks!)
So perhaps we're back to normal now because we talked last night about the gift--and songs.
Honestly, I kind of sensed that he'd give me a present because he once asked me at the mini fair if did I receive his thing (but he didn't continue on saying the GIFT). And he didn't even say hi to me whenever we'd cross each other. But a friend of mine told me that maybe he's just shy and also sensed that it is a gift. I don't want expect something from him since we're not that close already and after that stuff happened. Our instincts were right after all, weren't it?
Falalalala. :>
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