你要注意讀書所以你的姐姐和哥哥不會輕視你,好不好? [You should study hard so that your sisters and brothers won't belittle you, okay?]
This has always been my Dad's line whenever I'm having problems regarding studies. Somehow, I've been enduring these belittlement I'm experiencing since I gained innocence. Being a Filipino-Chinese having a full-blooded Chinese half brothers and sisters is really a pressure for me since obviously, we're half related to each other. I would stand in the corner, watch them interact, and would ask Dad if I can understand any of the words they're speaking. Little did they know, I have completed my high school diplomas, both in English and Chinese. I may not be able to graduate with honors but at least I can speak and understand Chinese, praise God.
I can't bear it anymore, alright? I really, really, really want to shout right now. But since shouting would cause people think I have gone insane and would hurt my precious tonsils, writing these thoughts would probably ease up this pain I feel inside. And it did.
9 comments:
Aww.. Huwag mo na lang sila pansinin. Madalas ung mga tao pa na minamaliit ang may ibubuga pala talaga. You'll never know, mamaya may itinatago pala na kalokohan iyang mga yan at mas matino ka pa pala. :)
Just be yourself and always do your best. Don't let their 'unkind' words hurt you. Just shrug it off. :)
just do your best. siguro ayaw lang din ng papa mo na mapahiya ka so he pushes you a lot pero yun pressure somemtimes nakakatulong. i mean if nag loosen up ka and nag slack off, it wouldn't help diba. siguro dapat you really have to persevere para ayun nga, may ma prove ka din!
sorry about what's your going through, divina. it's kinda hard nga when people underestimate your capabilities, but show em your better than that:)
i'm sure you can do it!
Well, good thing this post has done it's job. i'm not gonna say i know how you feel because i don't know but what I do know is if things are bad, then you everything can still be better.
kakayanin mo din yan Dibs! at least naiintindihan mo na sila... basta do your best in anything you do!!! aja!
I go through the same thing :(
My parents keep saying I don't study,
that during school days I keep slacking off. Kinda hard :(
Specially if you've done you're part as their child and REALLY worked hard. I hope you get through it , and me too. God bless sis, we can get through this!
ow, then prove to them that you're better! :D Hugs... :D
haaay wag mo silang pansinin... wlang maidudulot na maganda yun... pray ka na lang poh... haaay nakakalungkot naman yung situation mo
Don't mind them. You and your siblings are different persons. You have your own strengths and weaknesses. Don't let your dad pressure you. Just do your best in everything. :)
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